When Desire Awakens – The Return of Sacred Sexuality ✨

For a long time, sex was something I gave. Something that was wanted. Something that was expected of me. I thought I had to serve by fulfilling men's sexual desires and fantasies. And yes – I was good at it. I knew how to spark desire, how to fulfill fantasies. Because I had a special ability – unconsciously, I could feel into the other person so deeply that I instinctively knew what kind of touch he liked, where, how, and when.

But deep within, a voice kept whispering:

“This isn’t everything.”

Today I know: Sexuality is a gateway. 🚪 A portal to myself, to my light, to my origin. 🌟 And this portal has been shut for millennia – by shame, control, and fear. 😔⚔️😨

The church knew exactly what it was doing when it locked this portal. ⛪🚫 Because a person who awakens through their own sexual energy can no longer be controlled. An ecstatic soul doesn’t kneel to pray – she remembers that divinity lives within herself. ✨🕊️ She remembers that she is the creator, not the victim.

She remembers that we are here to have experiences 🌍 – and that good and evil, in truth, do not exist ⚖️. She knows that every experience serves her to recognize herself, to grow 🌱, and ultimately to heal 💫. She knows that everything always strives for balance and harmony 🔄🤍. It was never about punishment ❌ – it was always about restoration 🔁.

And so desire became sin ❌. And the female body was made into an object – either worshipped as a holy virgin 👼 or condemned as a whore 🔥. Both were mechanisms of control. None of it was freedom.

People began turning away from the church. 🚶‍♀️🚪 Not because they stopped seeking God, but because they no longer found God there. And so new spaces emerged:

Prostitution. Pornography. Programmed desire. 🎭💔

A world where sex is consumed but no longer heals. Where once it carried too much shame, now it carries too little soul. Both are disconnections. Both are wounds.

But it was not always this way.

There was a time when sexuality was sacred – not in the dogmatic sense, but in its original meaning: healing. Because sacred means to become whole. Sexuality was a path to unite body, mind, and soul. An act of remembrance. A space for healing, for connection, for truth.

In ancient times, women who lived their sexuality consciously were not objects – they were guardians of the sacred space. They were honored because they helped others reconnect to their soul, to their true essence. They were the portal to the soul and guided others to recognize themselves.

They did not serve – they awakened.

Today we see how that space has been replaced. The porn industry has taken it over – not to honor desire, but to distort it. Sex today is no longer forbidden – it is soulless. Mechanical. Disconnected. 😶‍🌫️📱 Tinder. Swiping. Consuming. Comparing. Controlling.

The body becomes a commodity. The encounter becomes superficial. And once again, the soul is left outside the door.

There were times – and we remember them – when sexuality was a spiritual path. 🌀 The body was a temple. 🛕 Ecstasy a prayer. 🙏 In Atlantis, in Kemet, in India – sexuality was consciously used to expand awareness, to touch divine memory, to energetically unite lovers. Sex was a ritual. 🔮 A sacred gateway to remembrance, to divine connection. 💞

So what happens when two people truly meet – not just physically, but with skin, heart, and soul? 🤍

Breathing changes. Energy begins to flow. The mind becomes quiet. The moment expands. The ego melts.

And that is spirituality: Presence. Connection. Awareness. ✨

Sex then becomes not just movement – but meeting. Not just pleasure – but surrender. Not just body – but remembrance. 🫶 Sexual energy is life energy. 💫 It is the force that creates, that makes you feel alive. And when lived consciously, it opens gateways to deeper levels of your being.

That’s why every sexual encounter is also a spiritual one – whether consciously guided or not. Because it opens you. And everything that opens you brings you closer to yourself. 🕊️

When sexuality is carried by mindfulness, presence, and true connection, it heals. It remembers. It transforms. It is not the opposite of spirituality – it is its deepest expression.

And this is the tantric path. 🌺 Tantra is not technique – tantra is awareness. It means: “I reject nothing. I open. I am fully present.” Tantra is the path of experiencing sexuality not as instinct, but as a gateway to the soul. When touch becomes presence, desire becomes devotion, and the body becomes a channel – then sex becomes a sacred act 💖. Tantra is not a show. It is truth. In every breath 🌬️. In every heartbeat 💞. In every sacred moment.

And now, our task begins. 💎🔥

We are here to restore this connection – between body and soul, between desire and light, between human and divine. ✨ We are allowed to reunite spirituality and sexuality. 💫 To stop shaming ourselves for our desire. To stop hiding it, suppressing it, or making it small. But to show ourselves – just as we are. With all our feelings. With our longing. With our truth. 💖

Our task now is to remove the masks. 🎭 To release the stories that keep us small. To stop suppressing our sexuality, hiding it, or reducing it to function. We must stop believing in old structures – in possession, in forced monogamy, in marriage as contract instead of connection. 💍🚫 We belong to no one. We are. Free, true, sacred. 🌈🕊️

And we must stop seeing people – especially women – as objects. 🙅‍♀️

As something to “fuck.”

Because even that word carries a vibration that demeans, dehumanizes, and desecrates.

❌🗣️Words create fields.

🌀 And every word creates what we experience – whether we speak it or just think it. It’s time to choose new words. To open new spaces. To live new truths. 🌹

So let’s begin now…